Please pray for me because God has treated me very harshly and very bitterly. I cannot see his or believe in his righteousness regarding my past and I do not believe he has always loved me and had a good plan for me, my life and my family. I believe he has been very unreasonable and unrighteous and can’t believe there’s enough grace to fix it for long/eternally because I just keep ending up thinking he is unreasonable, unrighteous and hasn’t loved me over and over. I do not trust God to fix it anymore. I need a lot of prayer please.